3.31.2011

& i wanna push you around

well i will
i wanna push you down
well i will
i wanna take you forgranted
yeah yeah well i will


i'm not sure what this song is supposed to mean but it hits a sore spot for me.
everyday i think i grow a bit stronger and sure of myself but sometimes i crumble. break ups aren't easy. no sir. and you'll never be ready no matter how "over it" you are. i'm usually a very sarcastic person but on occasion, i buddhafy my life.

ok so one door closed. where's the open one waiting for me to storm through?

i've always known i'm a pretty free spirit. i don't like to be controlled and bossed around. at all. then again, not many people do. though there are those rare people who need guidance their entire lives and feel lost when they're left to their own discretion. but hold up. HOLD UP. i like to be left alone and allowed to breathe and live. but i don't like to be ignored. there is a fine line. FINE fucking line.

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let's fly.

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still haven't mastered the in flight pose. haha. i look like i'm flailing.

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inhaleeeed

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fat days are everyday

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best. thing. ever.

.jennybean.

3.30.2011

& i can tell you my love for you will still be strong


I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don’t understand what happened to our love
But babe, I’m gonna get you back
I’m gonna show you what I’m made of


recent discovery... fresh.

i'm in love with almost all their products. their mascara could afford to be less black eye esque. but their other products smell amazing! and it's all natural. yum yum.

when i'm feeling thoughtful, i recollect on my high school days where my "style" evolved quite drastically. i'm 21 now.

timeline of my tragedies
ages 0-4: um really? probably my sister's hand me downs. vintage?
ages 5-10: fancy fancy. my mom liked to dress me up.
ages 11-13: uniform school. solid colored polos. black or khakhi slacks. i do recall free dress fridays like once a month in which i made it a point to wear my super cool size 16 glitter BLASTED flare jeans from limited too. yes. i also had light blue corduroys. :O
age 14: i went to a pretty ghetto high school. my adopted style consisted of rocawear, southpole, and so forth. i loved that gaudy rocawear denim jacket... so much.
age 15: cali cool. sorta. roxy, billabong, oneill, split... ya know. i was working on becoming some kind of pro surfer apparently. i only shopped at pacsun. ross occasionally had tank tops that were like $8. that was big spending to me. oh jenny...
age 16: the discovery of abercrombie & hollister. i was still too fat to wear most of their things but this marked the transition.
age 17: found the treadmill. 40 lbs later i was dipped head to toe in a&f and hollister.
age 18: still dipped. but discovered urban outfitters... the beginning of what would become a major obsessions & lifestyle.
age 19: the move to the big city without my mom telling me what i can and cannot wear allowed me to really experiment. i really liked big titties at this point.
age 20: finally found my style. basically, i don't care. i wear what i like but i lean more towards neutrals. and olive green is a neutral to me. but my favorite stores are urban outfitters, lf, etc.
age 21: well we'll just have to wait and see won't we?

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free people dress/h&m jacket/urban outfitters tights/michael kors shoes/alexander wang bag/chan luu scarf

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jamison brought me cake! <3 so sweet :)

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dinner @ cheesecake after a 10 page essay final...

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snazzy

to an amazing new year...

.jennybean.

3.27.2011

& hey there delilah

don't you worry about the distance.

been soooo busyyyy. haven't had time to post anything!

but i'm not dead.

just saying.

i'm actually debating if i should actually write about my personal life on this blog. i think the incorporation might scare people away.

anyhow, my birthday party was this weekend and it was a mother fucking blast!

taco guy - check
berry and gold napkins - check
voluspa candle - check
10 different vodkas - check
homemade peach mango salsa guac - check
bestie nik sarac - check
brother wally zafar - check
most amazing people in the world - check!

a few photos left from my ny trip...

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memorable.

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proud.

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china goodies. that's green tea oreos dude.

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bruschetta. my fave.

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.jennymichelle.

3.24.2011

& i'm breaking my back but it's all good

If you say there ain't no way that i could know
If you say i aim too high from down below
Well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone
You'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone
And i'm hanging around 'till it's all done
You can't keep me back once i had some
No wasting time to get it right
And you will see what i'm about


lykke li - i'm good, i'm gone

CANADA on a hunt for biebs. justin bieber not yet found. will return april 26th.

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he thinks i'm weird

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lykke lykke

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shot my dr. ly

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bieber fever

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who needs cakes anyways

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rocky roadddd

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the hubster

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canadia

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my inner kanye

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skywheeeeeeeeeel

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every once in a while, i still need a boost. thanks poppa ly.

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sushi dinner

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that's how i feel mostly.

.jennymichelle.
tgiaf.