& nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Yup. Pretty much my favorite song by him. And one of my favorites in general. I suffer song ADD and rarely ever listen to songs til the end but this is one of those ones that I will actually let finish and not switch to next. His voice is impeccable and the words are relatable.

So where in the world is jennymichellely? Buffalo, NY. My bis swistah is graduating from medical school. I couldn't be prouder. It's been an 8 year battle and she's won! We're also going to be going to Toronto for 2 days. We'll be staying over because everyone is committed to helpig me find the Biebs.

I've finally let go of friendships that have become sour like expired milk. They're just not working and I tried so hard to hold onto them with this grandiose idea that eventually, they'd be repaired. After a final dinner, it came to my realization how obvious it was that our so-called friendship had ended months ago. Is it my fault? Absolutely not. I did nothing wrong. That's what you get I guess when you surround yourself with incredibly booksmart people. They neglect social conduct. You actually can't just drop people once you meet new people. We have words for people who treat others that way. And they're not kind. It actually all makes sense why they only have 1 female friend at a time. They just forget about their previous friends when a new one comes along. I guess if there's any good thing about me, it's the fact that I'm consistent. The Jenny you meet today will treat you the same as the Jenny in 3 years. I'm blunt and honest and sarcastic. You love it or hate it. And I'm at the point in my life where I'm comfortable being me. Booyah.

Anyways, I've been really stressed out lately what with moving, school, work, and this social stress. I also discovered that I don't like bull shit. I'm too time pressed to worry about little games that people want to play. No sir. It is or it isn't. I don't lead people on and I sure as fuck don't want to be lead on. I'm trying something very new that puts me out of my comfort zone but maybe this is what's best for me. We'll see what happens I guess...

Longest text I think... and all about my personal life. Well holy hell. Who knew.






the wing was OOC.











belated bday gifts <3



.jennymichelle.

& look at me now

Yellow model chick
Yellow bottle sipping
Yellow Lamborghini
Yellow top missing

Look at me now, look at me now
Oh, I’m getting paper
Look at me now
Oh, look at me now
Yeah, fresh than a muthaf-cker

these days i'm awfully stressed. i just need to hold on for 7 more weeks and all is well again. i think. fidm haunts me. the workload has increased significantly and work just gets harder everyday.

anyone who said i'm a spoiled brat definitely needs to fuck themselves. i don't sit around waiting for my parents to pay for things. i know very well what my parents have sacrificed for me and i never take it for granted. that's why this christmas, i'm going to take my entire family back to vegas and pay for everything! can't wait since my sister will be back too!

pictures from vegas trip earlier this month:


jamison! birthday boy. :) and lauren who i met last month and we're already super close.






poolside at the mandalay bay












god i miss vegasss


the fashion show mall has pop up fashion shows! albeit jessica mcclintock is far from mercedes benz front seat worthy, it was pretty cool though. not even going to try to deny it.


i be albino.







.jennymichelle.

& if i ever get the nerve to say "hello" in this cafe

together can never be close enough for me
feel like I am close enough to you
you wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you
and you're beautiful

train - marry me

sooo i've been slightly MIA for the past two weeks. in a nutshell...

-i went to vegas.
-i met some pretty fly filipinos.
-i was very asian. AND i've begun to develop a slightly asian accent.
-i did not get home til 5AM this morning. LATEST i've ever stayed out.
-i never realized i could blush so much.
-i am moving into my new apartment this weekend. woah woah woahhh.
-i have more kidney exams tomorrow morning. wah.
-i told him to fuck off. now to tell 8 more...
-i have slept a total of 12 hours this entire week. i look like death in human form.
-i am letting go of one chapter of my life and embracing a brand new one.
-i love my new friendships. <3











that's life right?

happy easter folks :)

.jennymichelle.

& this house was everything we knew

it's where we kept our love
and every single memory of me and you
every letter every note

brick by brick we can build it from the floor
if we hold onto each other we'll be better than before

train - brick by brick

i'm not dead. i'm busy. i have a new job at work that basically keeps me there 10-12 hours a day. i love it though! i'm not the ecommerce manager for chan luu. i also manage all their immediate jewelry inventory.

www.chanluu.com
www.facebook.com/ilovechanluu

<3<3<3















final week in my current apartment. bittersweet. first home alone. moving in with the sis. i have a new. it's scary and exciting all at the same time. trying new things. can't really regret anything. don't want to. won't have to. love love love.

.jennymichelle.

& there's not a word that i've ever heard that'll make me change my mind

Words they'll try to shake you
Don't let them break you
Or stop your world from turning
When words keep you from feeling good
Use them as I would and let them burn

train - words

on my deep emotional quest, i've discovered a few things...

1. friends come and go. family is forever. my mom taught me this while growing up and i thought she was 10 cents short of crazy. today, at 21, i've realized she's right. friends can disband. family is stuck with you no matter how fucktarded you are. thank god.
2. it's ok to let go. i've realized that my extremely persevering nature has caused me to work far too hard on things and people that don't matter and don't belong. frankly, friendships and any relationship requires energy and effort but there's a point and time when i have to admit when to let go. that is now. i'm not going to force anything anymore. i'm refocusing on my career and not letting anything or anyone get in my way. my new position will help with that! i now manage all of the chan luu website as well as the on hand jewelry inventory. you're looking at the new face of the chan luu facebook as well.

that's all for now... no more deep thinking. it hurts my little brain.


frankie b jeans/patterson j kincaid top/havaianas flippy floppers/alexander wang bag/chan luu jewels
















*making wishes*



.jennymichelle.

& double o seven, hell you were heaven to me

Get on your way to making someone else feel low
Then higher than they ever thought they could go
You already know

I'm giving you up, you're letting me down
Stop pretending that you're gonna turn yourself around

You already know, know, know
You already know, know, know, know
Don't ask me why you already know

train - you already know















last day of the weekend. really is never long enough. today's plans? shower. mall. dinner.

online hw completed. that's how i roll.

.jennymichelle.