& throw dirt on me and grow a wildflower

But it's fuck the world, get a child out her
Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing 'bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers

But it's fuck the world, get a child out her
Yeah, my life a bitch, but you know nothing 'bout her
Been to hell and back, I can show you vouchers

It's a little too late to say that you're sorry now
You kicked me when I was down, fuck what you say, just
Don't hurt me, it don't hurt me, no more
Bitch, you get no love


i love eminem. and i love this song ft. lil wayne.
the music video was filmed at birmingham high school in the san fernando valley! i used to go to vietnamese school there. :)



people always ask me how much clothing i have... that's a question that has no answer. primarily because my shopping habits mean that there will never be a finite answer.


i keep new shoes on a separate rack. i have 2 door show racks too... and boots stacked in my walk in closet.


the view from my bed. i have my jeans and dresses on one clothing rack.


my new coffee table! and my sheepskin rug. i love it. it's so beyond soft.


my nineties child headbands


i have two of these. both are Js for obvious reasons








i miss this. it's been raining like a little fucker. dear god, please stop crying. you're hindering my livelihood.




kaitlyn sweater/f21 shorts/dolce vita boots/mk purse/nineties child leg chain & headband








i prefer sunsets. but sunrises are just as nice.

have a happy weekend,
jenny bean

& welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

apparently i my netflix queue had valentine's day next in my queue for this week. i'm watching it right now and it's pretty terrible. pretty expansive cast but the movie reeks of lame.

i love that valentine's day is over. i'm on the hunt for my on-sale chocolate hearts. mmmm. i spent MY valentine's day going to a friend's birthday dinner. do you ever get that feeling when you're somewhere with some people and you're staring off into space and wondering why you're there? as if you're invisible? like no one would notice if you weren't there? explains my night.

when i see guys carry flowers that i'm assuming they're giving to their lovers, it makes me feel weird. like a little bit of me feels awkward. i'm terrible at reacting to gifts. i feel like i need to be extremely joyous and that's not my style, yo. if someone gave me flowers, it'd make me feel cornered. but then it makes me feel sad. where are my flowers? :(

don't worry guys, my hot date with ben & jerry is coming soon. i've been hitting the gym extra in preparation for their sweet lovin'.

the plane tickets are booked. i'm flying for the first time in a few years. thank lord. i need to get away. even if it's for a few days.

recently placed my urban outfitters order... one of my favorite purchases...

who's going to help me put this together??






house of holland suspender tights! yes please!!

jose got me a UCLA hoodie for vday. i'm so excited! i've been faking a bruin for 3 years now. time to be official!























urban outfitters jacket & peace tee/sanctuary pants/rachel roy shoes/ninetieschild headband




shrooms. always. thanks.

happy midweek,
jenny bean

& here we go again... we're sick like animals we play pretend

You're just a cannibal
And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight


yesterday i went shopping and got 2 more jeffrey campbells... i have issues. good thing i haven't gotten knocked up so i don't have to care for any small children. just myself.
i've slowly learned to really not give a fuck what people think about what i wear. what the fuck do you care? you're not wearing it. BITCH. you think i look weird? i think YOU look weird. and then what? i'm really not that angry. just ya know. animated. like dory.

i must say, i used to be a converse girl. then i became a very sandal/flip floppy girl. now i like wedges more than anything. i've finally become a heels girl. i like being a normal 5'6" on occasion haha. plus wedges don't kill my feet as much. i've been obsessed with buying more and more. again... thank god for not having children at a young age.

purchases:




wishlist:














ummm 21 shoes for my 21st? oy.


breakfast at ihop. white chocolate coffee. i don't drink coffee but add white chocolate to anything and i'm downer than down. yo.


i ask for extra everything. :)


don't bother giving me a menu at ihop. chicken florentine crepes with extra hollaindaise.


then nik came over and we made our vday collection for tomorrow's PTK bake sale. our fingers are raw. sweat and blood yo. fo real.


















jeffrey campbell tick fur wedges/michael kors bag/lf foxtail/american eagle sweater/f21 pants/ninetieschild headband









AND ON A HIGH NOTE, i bought my nikon d3100 this weekend!!! it should come this week. omg cannot wait. my first slr! wheeeeee!

stuck in santa monica traffic but did manage to eat through a dozen diddy riese cookies that we picked up before the trip. ;)

hoping you get dumped still,
jenny bean